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Why I don’t post much lately?

July 9, 2009

I haven’t been posting anything lately. What could be the reason?

 Am I too busy with work? I guess not. Because I always blog at night.

 Nothing interesting to write? Maybe. My life has been pretty routinary these days and I think I’m kinda less of an observant on things around me so I can’t think of any topic. Minsan nga, nagwiwish ako nang may madapa sa harap ko para naman may ma-iblog ako! Ang sama ko talaga! Hehehe!

 Busy with other things? Kinda. But with what? I will just keep that to myself for the meantime.

Feeling kinda gloomy and down lately? And the answer on this one is a big YES.

Yep, you read it right. I have been freaking sad for the past few days weeks. It’s about a lot of things, actually. Work. Home slash my mom. Heart matters. And a lot more other things. And whenever I’m having this kind of feeling, I normally shut myself out from things but still try to look and act as normal as possible (read: happy face and jolly dispositions) so other people wouldn’t get a clue of what I am feeling.

The online world was my only consolation these days. Although I haven’t been active posting some entries, I still try to visit the sites I frequent and leave marks as I usually do. I also go online on YM as I normally would but just sit invisible and hope for some friends to go online.

Some weeks back, I was online with a friend and we were on cam. I did not tell him what I was feeling then. I realized my eyes couldn’t hide my emotions when he said, “Why are you so sad? Please don’t be sad. Tell me what’s bothering you.” Still I didn’t tell him what was inside of my head and why I was feeling that way. That friend though tried to entertain me with some happy topics.

A couple of nights ago, I was online with another friend (oo noh, marami akong online friends!) and I kinda opened up what I was really feeling. Although it made me cry, I was so glad with that chat session as I was able to unload the things inside my heart. I was able to talk out what was really bothering me. And I was happy for that friend for making me feel better.

There are still a lot of things in my head right now, but I feel better than before. Anytime soon, I will be smile back again like this…

 

 

 

21 Comments leave one →
  1. July 9, 2009 4:58 pm

    hello winks! why are you sad? anyway, i love reading your blog, while i’m starting mine. i cannot even think of topics to write about. i’m still with eastwest bank…well, i hope you’re feeling better now…

    hi irish! glad to see your comment here. hay, mga bagay-bagay lang na naiisip ko minsan. but im kinda ok now.

    you’ve got your blog out from FS too? i’ll link you up ah… and visit you very soon!

  2. July 9, 2009 5:00 pm

    *hugs* winkie.

    it will be all right.🙂


    thanks for the hugz, deej!

  3. July 9, 2009 7:00 pm

    *hugs*

    everything will be all right

    *nandito lang kami*

    thanks, rhons!

  4. July 9, 2009 7:06 pm

    hanga ako sayo, kasi pag wala ka talagang ma-iblog (writers block, routine days etc) you dont force it. unlike others dyan na may ma-ipost lang na bago, magccopy paste ng kung ano anong shit na napulot sa pagssearch sa Google…

    it’s my 2nd time to do a post about sadness. same thing as the first one, di ako masyadong nagpopost nun.

    thanks ape!

  5. July 9, 2009 9:29 pm

    ~~hugsies~~
    😀

    I hope you will feel better soon, Winkz! Mwah!

    thanks, reese!

  6. Jez permalink
    July 9, 2009 10:14 pm

    Hi Winks,🙂

    This is first time I post a comment in your Blog. First about your blogging. As you said, Look around you. You could find something interesting to write. Observe lots. You can see lots of things. Write about it. Do write whatever u wanna. Blog is like your diary. And it shows what kinda person you are.

    About your sadness, I cant comment more. Everyone have problems in their life. Share it with your close friends. When you feel something to say, don’t hold it. Speak out even when you are alone. One invisible hand would help you always. You will be safe in his hands and he will never let you down!! God bless you🙂

    Hi Jez (I think I know who you are🙂 ),

    I will try to tell things like this to my friends… maybe just the closest one. And yes, I don’t forget to tell God my problems through prayers.

    Thanks and I really really appreciate you commenting here. Thanks too for the friendship and the time you spend with me.

  7. jayvie permalink
    July 10, 2009 12:59 am

    aaaww.. whatever it is that has been bugging you lately, don’t worry cause it’ll soon pass. this might just be a phase lang. look at the brighter side of life, and do the things that will make you happy. =)

    that’s what i am doing right now, thinking of happy thoughts.

    thanks so much, jayvie!

  8. July 10, 2009 3:08 am

    pwede rin maki-hug? may malisya, ha. hehehe.

    I have a blog that only a few people know. People I know na hindi bibisita sa blog ko. hehehe. And that’s where I post my anxiaties at mga ma-dramang bagay na bumabagabag sa isip at puso ko. So parang Dear Diary talaga. It helps.. a lot! So I’m sure posts like this one and conversations with your online friends will help alleviate whatever burden you are currently carrying.

    And if that’s not enough… eto na lang. Whatever you’ve been going through right now, isipin mo na lang na isa ka pa ring pinagpalang nilalang. You’re so loved by your parents and friends and you have a job. Nakaka-internet ka and everything. May kulang pero never naman naging kumpleto dahil maku-kumpleto lang ang buhay natin kapag kinuha na tayo ni Lord. All the void will filled by then.

    O, drama ba? sige na, hug na.

    actually, after i talked out to an online friend the things that were bugging me, i really felt a bit better. yan kasi ang mali sa kin, pag may problem ako, sinosolo ko. there was a time nga na i got bothered with something, i immediately packed my things and went up to bagiuo alone. ung nanay ko, text ng text sa akin. akala ata suicidal ako, hehehe! i just wanted to be alone for a while and spend some quite moments at the pink sisters’ chapel. oh di ba, magpepray lang eh sa baguio pa! hehehe!

    thankies so much sa hug, supersawsaw…. kahit may malisya! hehehe!

  9. July 10, 2009 4:47 am

    di rin ako makapag sulat ngayong araw. wala naman akong problema. tsk tsk.

    love,
    nobe

    baka writer’s block po ung syo, ms. nobe!

  10. July 10, 2009 5:11 am

    maayos din yan, in gods time… ingat winkee!

    thankies livingstain!

  11. Mr. Nonsense permalink
    July 10, 2009 6:23 am

    beach…hmmm
    starbucks…hmmm
    american idol concert…hmmm
    deejay’s news of the day…ngek
    “and say hello. oh-oh-oh whoah-oh.” yes!
    c’mon, winkie, ur light-hearted blogs brought me here in the blog world. put a smile naman…kahit photoshopped.

    your list really made me smile, esp the “say hello” portion. you really like that song ah! nakalimutan mo isama sa list ung BF ko… si david cook! hehehe!

  12. July 10, 2009 7:41 am

    naku maayos yan at..dahil sa namimiss ko kayo..

    sa eb piberdei na lang tayo mag chikahan ulit hehe..

    hope u’r be ok as always..hugs..

    mahigpit na mahigpit hehe..sayang di na kaw dalas sa ym hehe..

    ikaw na lang ang di ko pa nakwentuhan eh sila alam na hehe..

    kwentu na lang sa eb hehe..

    mis yah ate

    oi lovely, bakit nahuhuli ako sa balita??? di ako absent sa YM, inbisibol lang! kwntuhan mo na ako…. dali!!!!

  13. July 10, 2009 7:59 am

    ate winkz, hugs for you!
    hope maging ok ka na.🙂

    thanks, ikay!

  14. July 10, 2009 8:27 am

    uhmmm cyberhug…hope you feel better soon..

    ang dami ko naman cyberhug! thanks, lee!🙂

  15. July 10, 2009 11:51 am

    the courage wolf once said: i don’t call it cancer, i call it a challenge.

    we are humans. humans face problems. problems are to be solved. we are given complicated analytical and lateral thinking defense and the most complicated terms i could not remember. we think. and yet we will face problems. even though we can solve problems like 189 + 94.

    we just have to be prepared that one day we will face losses, we will face deaths, we will experience broken hearts, or we will wound. we have to be prepared.

    i am not really a problem solver. there are a couple of problems i can’t solve myself and i would need someone to tap me on my shoulder for me not to jump on a cliff.

    but i realized sadness is not permanent.. and so is happiness.

    so seize the day by the throat. smile big.

    because there will only be two dates on our tombstones.. what matters isn’t the dates but the small dash between them.

    two words: be happy.

    ang ingay ko ulit! promise tatahimik na ako. yay.

    ay blog entry uli! hehehe!

    actually, wala naman talaga akong problema. there are just some thoughts that make me sad. naiisip ko lang cya ng madalas lately kaya i feel a bit gloomy. well, i guess i just needed to talk it all out para mawala ng konti ung burden inside my heart. thanks for all the kind words and advices. im ok now.🙂

    • July 11, 2009 12:47 am

      napa-4-thumbs-up ako dito Ax! very well said dude!

      Ms. Winkie, Cheer up ayan na si David Cook.. hehe🙂

      hmmm… tiningnan ko nga pic ni DC. napangiti ako ng sobra sobra! hehehe!

      thankies mon!

    • July 11, 2009 1:20 am

      huwaw, four thumbs up! ayos yun! hehe.

      David Cookie ata ako! yay.

      galing mo kasi magcomment AX🙂 david cookie ka rin?

    • July 11, 2009 2:14 pm

      salamat. mabuti at maayos ka na. yay.

      thanks too, ax!

  16. sandi permalink
    July 10, 2009 1:20 pm

    awww.. sad ang winkie! kaya sad na rin ako😉

    ay, nahawa si sandi! happy na ako sandi kaya dapat happy ka na rin🙂

  17. snglguy permalink
    July 10, 2009 2:27 pm

    Hay nako, siguro kailangan na namang matatakan yung passport mo para malimutan mo na yang mga problema na yan, and to make you feel a lot better.😀

    Have a great weekend, Winks, at eto na ang cyber hug ko ((( ))) (tama ba yun?)😉

    hay kuya rudy, inaamag na nga ung passport ko noh. sa october pa cya matatakan uli. pero last week, i wanted to go to HK. but i have a big problem… i dont have money! hahahah!

    happy weekend too and thankies sa hug!

  18. July 13, 2009 9:22 pm

    It really helps kapag nailalabas mo ang bigat at nasasabi mo sa iba. Just so knowing na someone’s listening is enough to make you feel better.

    Miss you!

    yeah, nakaka-unload talaga ng burden esp you know there are a lot of people caring for you🙂 mizyah too, joycee!

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